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Please accept my deepest of sympathy for the evil pop-ups that this sever has upon loading, upon redoing this I thought serious of moving the entire board to another place. Like perhaps on a AOL web site, but then I considered all that work of moving files and images and knowing how quickly I loose patience. I'm sorry but I decided in the end to stay where we are and offer you the following link to a small program that stops pop-up adds. The program is called POW! AnalogX, it's rather easy and simple. Click the name and you'll be redirected to the programs main page to download the small program.

Now that the welcoming carpet has been laid out please have a seat, it's not ever day that I clean up or wash the floors. Just ask my fiancée or my two cats (Oscar & Salem). The official important stuff now said, let's move on to the more friendly things. As you can tell I've Updated the site, changed it all. Just when I said I wouldn't, I did. This time around I've opted for a more simplified look for the web site and much lighter then the dark stuff that I've grown out of, just not something that I can leave alone for a while.

So with that said let's see what can I talk about here, on the big opener page. Well let's see *ponders* Okay so, at times this site might seem more like a storage area then a web site and for that ... I'm not really sorry. *L* However, consider it a look into yours truly.

Okay, lets see... *ponders* I don't really have any hobbies outside of the computer, I'm rather very anti-social and homebound. I have no hobbies or interests outside the computer, Watcher (one of my few best buddies) nags me a little about getting out more and exploring the outdoors. Just getting out but it's all it good spirits.  Where I live in Ontario, there isn't much of a need or groups for the things I'm interested in... sad to say though. Like I hinted at above, I am engaged to a great guy with the most gorgeous blue eyes and the most willingness to do anything for me... I love him. We've been living together for roughly 5-6 yrs and engaged for one year. We thankfully have no kids (despite his wanting of them), but we do have two cats which more the enough makes up for the lack of kids. Especially with their little personalities that is so distinct and wanting and reliant on you... it's fricken adorable. Yes I'm a huge cat person, I'd adopt more if I could afford it and get them to use the toilet. *L*

From time to time, if the factors are right and I'm not having a bad Empathic/Mood day then I'll rp D&D with my guy and his friends. Lately this hasn't happened due to my moods and the people and lack of sticking to a story/game session. Granted I mostly like being online and IMing with friends and lurking around my ezboards waiting impatiently for people to post. However, online is where my friends are - as pathetic as it sounds it's the truth. I have a great vastness of contacts, but only like 5-7 of them I talk to each night - if that. Watcher, Aandek (if he's not busy working his butt off), and occasionally Jason, and if I time things right or not swapped with stuff, Shywolf.

D&D (Dungeons & Dragons)
Let's see, roughly it's been 3-4 years of flip flopping from D&D to Scared Lands (whatever it's called, it seems all the same to me) to D&D. Mainly it has been D&D we've been role-playing, with my fiancée and his friends (the boys). My first character, was 2nd Edition Thief Averill (sp?) basically, now in 3rd E it translates to a Elf with wings, or a Elven Celestial. I was just getting the hang of D&D when we numbers quickly. Math is horrible for me, adding simple numbers I can't do quickly, so with my "fear" of groups (yes even friends) I get rather nervous around. When I first started playing, for like the first year or so I'd usually try to play things with wings and/or Elves. I was, still sort of always wanting to play things with wings, but it's expanded to creatures with tails, horns, claws abnormal features. *lol*

These days I thoroughly enjoy playing Psion's that can fight, fighting is always vital especially if you want to do something in a game session. Makes the character strong and able to defend for themselves. I don't play too high of level characters especially if they cast magic, I can't handle all the spells and such to do it justice.

It's also the boys, and how they loose interest in a game session and their characters, or we do a wrong turn and get killed, or someone can't make it or something. It's just always something, and that always something I am rather sick of, I've cut back role-playing for a while, I only play those that feel really wanting to. Mainly it comes down to who all is playing and usually is the wrong people, not that I have anything against them I just don't like D&Ding with them, because they bug me and it's hard for me not to snap or be patient with them. That and at times it's rather trying for me to always be the female in the group, the only female in a bunch of boys. Despite my guy trying to get me in good with the few of his friends that have girlfriends. Being friends is more then having similar male friends or such. *rolls eyes*

Empathy
Now as you can tell, if you can read which I certainly hope you can if you've read this far. *L* In the list of links to my left under Message Boards you will find two ezboards, The Empathic Connection and The Universal Empath. Now keeping in mind that these two boards aren't frequented like every night so postings are slow and the things discussed here are private and personal. So please use your head while reading these sites and do not repost what is said/submitted there without direct permission.

I'm still trying to find my footing, trying to figure out all that I feel and experience. Granted a lot of this could be from my early teen years and it's all sort of ones' own believing but I really am believing this is what I have. I'm not too comfortable right now discussing this when I'm not sure who will be viewing this site so I'm just going to leave it in your hands. If you want to know more about how it is, go to the Ezboards, and if you know a little something about them you'd probably be able to read and track my postings.

Well that's about all I wanted to say, or all I can think of saying for the time being. So go browse and learn and lurk or what have ya. Thanks again for coming by.